Before I Talk To My Kids About Their Phones
Why their relationship to their devices starts with our own, and what Islam asks of the parent before the child.
The world we grew up in
In the world I grew up in, there wasn’t a phone in anyone’s hand. There were televisions in the corner, sometimes too loud, sometimes left on through dinner, but they sat where they were and the rest of the room was the rest of the room. Adults were physically with us when they were with us. Things on their mind, yes. Tired, yes. Overworked, yes. But not the way we are now, with a small lit screen in our palm that follows us into every conversation, every meal, every car ride, and every quiet moment.
Nobody’s perfect, and our parents had their flaws. There’s a lot of parent-blaming today on social media, and it’s true that they weren’t always present in the deeper emotional sense. Many of them carried their own unprocessed exhaustion and trauma into our childhoods, and we’ve spent our adult lives unlearning some of what they passed on*. The kind of distraction that defines our parenting now, the constant low hum of a device pulling at our attention every few minutes, just didn’t exist for them.
We’re the first generation of parents raising kids under these conditions. And we’re doing it without a roadmap, without elders who’ve lived with the same issues, without research that’s anywhere near catching up to what our kids are actually living through today. And our generation of parents? Most of us are figuring it out as we go, getting some of the same things wrong, and we’re all quietly worrying that we’re damaging our children in ways we won’t see clearly until it’s too late.
I’m writing this essay because I’m one of those parents. I have four children. I’ve been on my phone far too much, more often than I would like to admit, across more years than I want to count. And before I started thinking seriously about what to do about my children’s screen time, I had to think seriously about my own.
The line I used to say
When any of my kids have called me out on my phone use, right after I’ve asked them to put their phone away, here’s generally what I used to say:
“What I’m asking you to do is just about you. Not about anyone else in this house. Please listen to me because there’s a reason I’m asking.”
It’s not a bad line. It works in the moment. It redirects the conversation back to them, which is the right move because once you start litigating who in the family is allowed to be on their phone and when, you’ve already lost the actual argument, which is about your child and their math test tomorrow.
But here’s what I came to realize after I had said this line for the hundredth time. My tween or teen or school-age child knew that I’d moved the conversation to safer ground. They might not say anything. They might even comply. But they’d registered, somewhere quietly, that the contradiction I’d just been asked about wasn’t going to be acknowledged.
And the next time they brought it up, they brought it up a little sharper. Because they’d learned that asking the question didn’t give them a real answer.
That’s when I had to be honest with myself. The line I was using was protecting me, not parenting them. It was a way of keeping authority without having any accountability.
The verse that stops me every time
But there’s an Islamic principle here that I keep returning to, and it changes everything about how I now think about my own phone use as a parent.
In Surah As-Saff, Allah says,
“O you who believe, why do you say what you do not do? It is most hateful in the sight of Allah that you say what you do not do.”
(Qur’an 61:2-3)
That verse stops me every time. Not because I think Allah is angry with me when I’m on my phone. But because it names something I’d rather not name. There’s hypocrisy in asking someone to do something that we’re not yet doing ourselves. Allah calls it hateful in His sight. Not a small thing. Not a matter of preference. A matter He weighs heavily.
And the Prophet ﷺ lived this principle in everything. He didn’t ask others to pray a prayer he himself wasn’t praying. He didn’t ask for patience he wasn’t himself embodying. He didn’t ask for simplicity in his community while living differently in his own home. The consistency between what he taught and what he lived is part of why his teaching had the weight it did. People believed him because they could see him.
Our children are keeping a file on us
Our kids are watching us the same way. They’re weighing what we say against what we do. And every time the two don’t match, they make a small mental note. Not consciously. Not in a way they could articulate. But the note gets taken. And by the time they’re teenagers, they have a complete file on us, and they can pull from it whenever we try to correct them.
This reflection isn’t a piece about how to limit your child’s screen time. There are literally hundreds of articles on the internet that will teach you that, and most of them work if you’re actually willing to do them. This is a piece about the conversation that has to happen before any of those strategies will work. The conversation with yourself.
What’s your phone giving you?
What’s your phone giving you that you’re not getting elsewhere?
Is it connection, distraction, escape, the small dopamine hit that interrupts the monotony of housework or the heaviness of being needed all day? It’s not easy to dig deep and search for the real reason why any of us turn to our phones, away from people around us. I’m not talking about looking up something, communicating with family, or any other valid reason. I’m asking why we keep making the choice to escape.
There are real answers to these questions and none of them make you a bad parent. They make you a human being who’s using the easiest, most accessible tool there is for managing the difficulty of modern life. But your child doesn’t see the difficulty. They see the tool. And they’re learning that this is what adults do when they’re tired, bored, or overwhelmed.
When you and your spouse aren’t on the same page
The harder layer of this, and I’ll say it gently because I know it’s real for so many, is that this work is so much harder when the two parents in a home aren’t on the same page about phones. When one parent is trying to model something different and the other isn’t, the kids notice. Immediately. And the parent who’s trying to hold themselves to a higher standard is left holding a contradiction that they didn’t create and can’t resolve alone. If that’s your house, I see you. We’ll come back to that in this week’s scripts and in the weeks ahead. For now, just know that the work is real and the difficulty isn’t in your imagination.
The view from where your child is sitting
What I want you to take from this reflection isn’t a new rule for your child. It’s a single honest question for yourself.
What does my relationship with my phone look like from where my child is sitting?
Not from inside my own head where I have my reasons. From where they’re sitting. From the floor, where the toddler is. From across the table at dinner, where the school age child is. From the doorway, where the tween paused and you didn’t notice. From the kitchen, where the teen came in to ask you something and saw you scrolling and decided it wasn’t important enough to interrupt.
That’s the view you’ve been giving them. That’s the model they’ve been working with.
Every decision is a choice
The good news is that children update the file when they see something different. Younger children are incredibly forgiving without needing any speech from you, they just respond to what you do now. Older children take longer because the file is thicker, but they update it too. They’re watching for consistent evidence that something has actually changed. They don't need a long announcement about how you're going to be different. They just need to start seeing something different, today, and then again tomorrow, and then again the day after that. The consistent behavior change does the talking.
So this week, before any conversation with your child about their phone, have the conversation with yourself. What’s one small thing you could change today, not as a punishment for past parenting but as a gift to the child who’s watching you? Where could your phone live during dinner? Where could it live when your child is talking to you? Where could it live in the first ten minutes after they come home from school?
You don’t have to do all of it. You just have to start. And the Prophet ﷺ taught us that the most beloved deeds to Allah are the small consistent ones, even when they are few.
Start with one. See what happens.
You’re doing better than you think.
With du’a
Gulnaz
Halal Parenting
*Most of our parents were doing the best that they could given the circumstances they were in. Blaming them can only go so far, and at some point we have to be accountable for our own choices.
The Prophet ﷺ taught us that the most beloved deeds to Allah are the small consistent ones, even when they are few.
[Sahih al-Bukhari 6464; Sahih Muslim 783]
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